Sunday, May 5, 2013
O.O
I don't know if i mentioned that i like to draw in my last post on here, and I'm to lazy to scroll down and check...
But i made a deviant art account.
So here it is.
http://mismash.deviantart.com/
I'll be posting art of mine.
Sunday, April 21, 2013
Gunman
Ugh, the days blur together.
They're all the same.
Well there's like a light grey (week days), and a dark grey. (weekends)
Weeks days are school, nap, work, and attempt to make week end plans.
Week ends are Work, nap, boredom, and being saddened as you see your plans fail.
This week end has been depressing.Title song.
Earlier last week I was planning on doing something with my Girlfriend, but as I stated she's on vacation until Wednesday, so nope.
So I went into this expecting nothing, but yesterday morning I get a text from an old friend saying they're airsofting.
So i get ready with all my stuff, dress up and load my guns. but then it gets canceled... and I even cried.
I know that makes me sound like a baby, but none of my plans have worked lately.
NONE!
WHY WONT MY PLANS WORK!?
So, I just ended up playing Team Fortress 2 all night.
Ugh, nothing works...
I miss her.
A lot.
I have to hold out 2 more days.
2 more days of horrific boredom and stress.
Ergh.....
I miss her.
A lot.
I have to hold out 2 more days.
2 more days of horrific boredom and stress.
Ergh.....
Anyway, on a brighter note.
Um...
I don't have anything good to talk about...
Here, I'll just leave you guys with my favorite post apocalyptic/cool pictures that I have.
The picture above is awesome.
If you play Fallout New Vegas, you'll recognize this guy above.
Cool picture, not much else to say.
Cool picture.
Previous wallpaper of mine until my sister had to start using my laptop for school.
Cool picture. :/
I love this picture, the style is sooooo coooooool.
More Fallout NV.
Fallout 3 picture.
Previous wallpaper.
What happens to your wallpaper when you leave it with a bunch of nerds.
Cool picture.
The only thing resembling anime I have on my computer.
AWESOME VIETNAM WAR PICTURE.
The cute little enderman has a flower. ^w^
Cool book cover.
Vietnam war picture.
And obviously, my profile picture.
Title song.
Bye bye.
Um...
I don't have anything good to talk about...
Here, I'll just leave you guys with my favorite post apocalyptic/cool pictures that I have.
Title song.
Bye bye.
Saturday, April 20, 2013
Such Great Heights
Its late...
Well early...
But late...
Today was... interesting.
I was totally out of it in biology... I don't know why, I just was.
We were talking about DNA and I just kinda zoned out.
Then I went to German, which irritated me.
My German teacher is also the choir (a capella, mens chorus, madrigals, etc.) teacher, and she favors those students. And for some reason, all the students in her more skilled classes like a capella seem extremely arrogant. They just have that expression of... arrogance... and it bugs me.
But today we had a music assembly and our teacher made us skip class and go help "set up" for it in the gym.
But when we get there everything is set up.
And so we sat down for an hour... doing nothing...
But the assembly was good.
The orchestra played this really cool Celtic sounding song. And for being a high school orchestra they were pretty tight. There was very few squeaks.
I'm not commenting on the band...
And then obviously, the singing groups.
Their stuck up faces irritated me, but when I closed my eyes and just listened. I enjoyed it.
Then we had an hour long lunch.
The weather outside was gorgeous as well, but for some reason, NO one was outside. almost absolutely no one!
And this bugged me...
My girlfriend is gone on her trip and since our plans never work, the only time we get to make out is either during lunch or after school. But usually if the weathers really nice there's a lot of people outside, and she like it when there's people next to our little hidden spot so we never can on the days that are actually fairly pleasant to be outside during.
But today would've been perfect. But she wasn't here...
Ugh...
I miss her.
A lot.
I miss her to much.
Its not right.
I cant take it...
I never get enough time with her. Ever. EVER...
It hurts
ITS INFURIATING.
And I'm gonna snap...
Anyway, on a brighter note.
There's a convention in November called Geex
Its a game/technology convention i'll be attending.
And I need to cosplay someone.
I have 3 ideas that i need help choosing now because I need to make the costume.
My ideas are either a Helghast from the game Killzone, John Marston from Red Dead Redemption, or Booker DeWitt from Bioshock Infinite.
^Helghast^
^Cool art/Helghast^
The Helghast would be the hardest.
I think you can tell why...
The mask.
The rest of the costume is just bulky modern combat gear. But that mask...
^John Marston^
^Same guy^
This guy would be fairly easy to do. And I kinda look like him.
Except id have to grow out my facial hair for months, but it would work.
That and getting a revolver to carry around are the only hard things.
I'm planning on getting an airsoft revolver anyway, so that would work.
But i'll talk about that later...
^Booker DeWitt^
^Not of the guy above, but the pic i got of him was good enough and this picture is super cool O-O^
Booker would be the easiest, except I'd have to do tons of stuff to my hair... :/
Not much else to say. XD
Anyway, I'm super tired, so I'm gonna end this post.
Mine and my girlfriends new couple song.
We both love this song and I got to see it live.
It's awesome.
For those of you that aren't into techy stuff though and more into folk...
Cover of the same song by Iron and Wine which I also saw live.
Any how... bye bye....
Well early...
But late...
Today was... interesting.
I was totally out of it in biology... I don't know why, I just was.
We were talking about DNA and I just kinda zoned out.
Then I went to German, which irritated me.
My German teacher is also the choir (a capella, mens chorus, madrigals, etc.) teacher, and she favors those students. And for some reason, all the students in her more skilled classes like a capella seem extremely arrogant. They just have that expression of... arrogance... and it bugs me.
But today we had a music assembly and our teacher made us skip class and go help "set up" for it in the gym.
But when we get there everything is set up.
And so we sat down for an hour... doing nothing...
But the assembly was good.
The orchestra played this really cool Celtic sounding song. And for being a high school orchestra they were pretty tight. There was very few squeaks.
I'm not commenting on the band...
And then obviously, the singing groups.
Their stuck up faces irritated me, but when I closed my eyes and just listened. I enjoyed it.
Then we had an hour long lunch.
The weather outside was gorgeous as well, but for some reason, NO one was outside. almost absolutely no one!
And this bugged me...
My girlfriend is gone on her trip and since our plans never work, the only time we get to make out is either during lunch or after school. But usually if the weathers really nice there's a lot of people outside, and she like it when there's people next to our little hidden spot so we never can on the days that are actually fairly pleasant to be outside during.
But today would've been perfect. But she wasn't here...
Ugh...
I miss her.
A lot.
I miss her to much.
Its not right.
I cant take it...
I never get enough time with her. Ever. EVER...
It hurts
ITS INFURIATING.
And I'm gonna snap...
Anyway, on a brighter note.
There's a convention in November called Geex
Its a game/technology convention i'll be attending.
And I need to cosplay someone.
I have 3 ideas that i need help choosing now because I need to make the costume.
My ideas are either a Helghast from the game Killzone, John Marston from Red Dead Redemption, or Booker DeWitt from Bioshock Infinite.
The Helghast would be the hardest.
I think you can tell why...
The mask.
The rest of the costume is just bulky modern combat gear. But that mask...
This guy would be fairly easy to do. And I kinda look like him.
Except id have to grow out my facial hair for months, but it would work.
That and getting a revolver to carry around are the only hard things.
I'm planning on getting an airsoft revolver anyway, so that would work.
But i'll talk about that later...
Booker would be the easiest, except I'd have to do tons of stuff to my hair... :/
Not much else to say. XD
Anyway, I'm super tired, so I'm gonna end this post.
Mine and my girlfriends new couple song.
We both love this song and I got to see it live.
It's awesome.
For those of you that aren't into techy stuff though and more into folk...
Cover of the same song by Iron and Wine which I also saw live.
Any how... bye bye....
Wednesday, April 17, 2013
This Fire is Out of Control
Went to Coachella last weekend.
It was amazing!!!!
I saw 25 bands/artists preform.
I don't remember all of them off the top of my head, but my top 3 were...
1: Franz Ferdinand
2: The Postal Service
3: Pretty Lights
1 and 2 were kinda tied because I loved Franz Ferdinand with all there energy and how tight they were. But I loved The Postal Service because they too were energetic and they had two new amazing songs!
And I'm not a huge fan of Pretty Lights music, but his "light" show was really "pretty" and entertaining.
But Coachella was amazing and I am so going next year.
except there was one downside...
I missed my girlfriend. A lot.
I cant stand being away from her for too long. weekends are bad enough. But vacations destroy me.
And she's going on vacation from Friday to Wednesday.
KILL.
ME. O.O
It'll be even more torturous when she goes to girls camp, which is an entire week.
I'll be dead by Wednesday of that week.
There is texting. But I'm sick of texting.
She lives a mile from me.
Her parents like me.
My parents like her.
Our parents are both okay with us being together as long as we don't have sex. (which is totally reasonable)
But we can never make our plans work!
I'm sick of having to send a bland message to have conversations that take 30 minutes, rather then walking for 10 minutes/waiting for ten minutes to see her and be with her. so we can talk and laugh and hug and kiss and cuddle... which we've only done like 3 times...
In order to get together we have to check with our parents a week in advance so they can hopefully not have anything set up for us. 50% of the time they do. and 45% of the time they either don't care or forget and set something up anyway!!!
And school is the worst...
Yes, and my girlfriend have most of our classes together but in a sense it worse then not being with her.
We cant talk.
We cant laugh.
We cant hug.
We cant kiss.
We cant cuddle.
WE CANT DO A THING.
The only time we can kinda do that stuff is lunch. and we can only do like the first 3. When I want to do all of them.
Hopefully stuff will change in the summer. Hopefully we'll be able to just say "Hey want to meet in the park?" and do it.
But we'll have to wait and see.
Summers around the corner and airsoft season is coming up. time to break out my M16 and L96.
I love airsofting. (not as much as my girlfriend, but its in the top ten)
Its the best.
And even though my field was leveled, my brother found a better spot.
An abandoned gold refinery.
Cool right?
Anyway...
Rock on.
Music for ya'll.
More music for ya'll.
It was amazing!!!!
I saw 25 bands/artists preform.
I don't remember all of them off the top of my head, but my top 3 were...
1: Franz Ferdinand
2: The Postal Service
3: Pretty Lights
1 and 2 were kinda tied because I loved Franz Ferdinand with all there energy and how tight they were. But I loved The Postal Service because they too were energetic and they had two new amazing songs!
And I'm not a huge fan of Pretty Lights music, but his "light" show was really "pretty" and entertaining.
But Coachella was amazing and I am so going next year.
except there was one downside...
I missed my girlfriend. A lot.
I cant stand being away from her for too long. weekends are bad enough. But vacations destroy me.
And she's going on vacation from Friday to Wednesday.
KILL.
ME. O.O
It'll be even more torturous when she goes to girls camp, which is an entire week.
I'll be dead by Wednesday of that week.
There is texting. But I'm sick of texting.
She lives a mile from me.
Her parents like me.
My parents like her.
Our parents are both okay with us being together as long as we don't have sex. (which is totally reasonable)
But we can never make our plans work!
I'm sick of having to send a bland message to have conversations that take 30 minutes, rather then walking for 10 minutes/waiting for ten minutes to see her and be with her. so we can talk and laugh and hug and kiss and cuddle... which we've only done like 3 times...
In order to get together we have to check with our parents a week in advance so they can hopefully not have anything set up for us. 50% of the time they do. and 45% of the time they either don't care or forget and set something up anyway!!!
And school is the worst...
Yes, and my girlfriend have most of our classes together but in a sense it worse then not being with her.
We cant talk.
We cant laugh.
We cant hug.
We cant kiss.
We cant cuddle.
WE CANT DO A THING.
The only time we can kinda do that stuff is lunch. and we can only do like the first 3. When I want to do all of them.
Hopefully stuff will change in the summer. Hopefully we'll be able to just say "Hey want to meet in the park?" and do it.
But we'll have to wait and see.
Summers around the corner and airsoft season is coming up. time to break out my M16 and L96.
I love airsofting. (not as much as my girlfriend, but its in the top ten)
Its the best.
And even though my field was leveled, my brother found a better spot.
An abandoned gold refinery.
Cool right?
Anyway...
Rock on.
Music for ya'll.
More music for ya'll.
Thursday, March 28, 2013
Everybody Wants To Rule The World
Today was a pretty good day. :)
I had to go to the dentists halfway through the school day.
It was pretty boring, but I did get In-N-Out burger for lunch and i got to skip math. Which is always good too.
Yesterday, me and my girlfriend were really sad because our core class teacher, who let us cuddle and hold hands in class for the past three months just barely decided to tell us off and say we couldn't do it anymore. I have no idea why she waited this long, but she did... and it was depressing...
But we had a sub today!!!! :D so we got to hold hands and cuddle. That was also an upside.
I also had to stay after with my girlfriend to retake a biology test we and a lot of other people failed. (except that on chick who wasn't happy with a 94%)
We basically went in the classroom with like, 16 other people and the teacher read off the answers for us.
It was quite fun. XD
Then after the biology thing, me, my girlfriend, and mine and my girlfriends friend had to wait for like 10 minutes for my girlfriends mom to pick us up.
While doing so, our friend who is ridiculously good at piano basically broke into the music room and started playing some really pretty piano piece in one of the practice rooms.
Me and my girlfriend followed her into the music room, but i pulled her into another one of the practice rooms.
Were, for the first time... I full on made out inside the school building. And the pretty piano in the background made it seem like we were in a movie. XD it was wonderful.
I loved it.
And I love her.
Anyway... VIDEO GAMESSSSSS!!!!!!!!!
Battlefield 4 Gameplay and trailer 100% epic!!!!!!
A new Bungie (the creators of Halo) game has been announced and it looks super cool!!!!
Its going to be a multi-platform (PS4, Xbox 720, and PC) with bonus for PS4.
And the last bit of Gaming news, Elder scrolls online looks amazing.
I found out recently that there will be first person and the controls wont be MMO style.
Thank you Bethesda!!!!!
Anyway, music...
Tuesday, March 26, 2013
I've Been Away For Too Long
I haven't posted in a really long time.
Sorry...
But I'm back, and better then ever.
I think...
I don't recall if I posted this but i have a new girlfriend.
And she's amazing.
I am so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so very in love with her.
She's everything to me and i do everything in my power to make her happy. :)
And good news about me and her, she lives 1 mile from my house and her parents really like me.
And my parents haven't really met her or talked to her much... but my mom really liked her. :D
But yeah, its great having her soooooo close so its not just an at school relationship.
I can officially say that I made out with a girl in my own home...
I feel successful... XD
Do you know what sucks?
Drama.
I cant stand it... And there's been a lot of that stuff lately...
My ex girlfriend wont except the fact that I have moved on.
Why cant she do the same?
She talks so much crap about me... And my girlfriend who she probably isn't even acquainted with so she has no right to judge her...
But she talks so much crap about me...
If you hate me so much why do you insist on sticking around and messing things up for me by spreading rumors and other things?!
It makes no sense to me...
Then again... I'm not a 14 year old girl with "problems".
And to add to all this... i have an entire 2 period class full of Drama bombs...
"THIS GUY BEAT ME AND THE COPS ARE INVOLVED AND MY MOM SUCKS AND I CUT MYSELF!!!! I'M GONNA SHOUT THIS OUT SO EVERYONE CAN POOR THEIR ATTENTION ALL OVER ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" (not what someone actually said but equally as "depressing")
If you were actually going through something! Then you wouldn't shout it for all the world to hear!!!
Id love to meet the guys these freaks complain about to see if they're just as mind boggled as I am...
Anyway... off the depressing stuff...
Bioshock Infinite released and incredible!!!!!
Creepy as heck setting and story... Just how it should be...
Assassins Creed 4 and Battlefield 4 announced.
And BF4 stuff...
Anyway... I'm basically done
Bye Bye.
Wednesday, February 13, 2013
No One Loves Me, And Neither Do I
"No one loves me... neither do Iyou get what you give,and I give goodbye'n if i should vanishdon't get caught off guarddon't hold it against meunless it gets hard."
The past couple days have had their pros and cons.Valentines Day is obviously tomorrow, and I'm kinda depressed because everyone around me is either mad about that or they're calling it "Singles Awareness Day".
Come on guys! Have a cookie, dance with someone. The days about happiness and love. Not moaping over the fact that you don't have a significant other. And why don't you get one? Ask someone to be you're valentine! And if that doesn't work, don't ruin it for every one.
I HATE it when people do that.Just because they're not having a good day or time, they have to ruin it for everyone else. I hate it when people do it blatantly, but do you know whats worse.When they do it "subtly".When someone acts depressed or sad or angry or disturbed just because they feel like they're not getting enough attention. because they have "problems" and they need "help". Ugh... I hate it...
I almost had an anger explosion today.I don't know if I've ever talked about my anger issues on here.Well if I haven't, I have an extremely short temper,and the things that get me angry randomly change.For instance, today, Aspen (my ex) and her friend Sarah were singing in biology. They were singing some shitastic (pardon my french,but that's what I think of almost all pop) pop song with a style of singing that makes my ears and mind catch fire and sting and burn. And it was irritating me and making me angry.I asked them to stop in a way that expressed that it was irritating me. and they did for like a minute. Then they started singing again and they were singing a song that Aspen knows i hate with a burning passion. A passion that only matches my hatred for swag fags, the word packet, and communism. Good time by Owl Shitty and Carly Rae Shitsen...I don't exactly remember my reaction,but i know that i got really pissed off and yelled something. then I said something like "Stop singing that shitacular song." and then I said that they were both obnoxious. And then I having to hold back yelling and screaming and after that I kinda stormed out of the classroom. I felt bad afterwards though... because I knew it was a result of my anger problems. So I've apologized.But yeah...
Anyway, I hope YA'LL have a CUTE Valentines Day.
Awesome SONG! Warning: Suggestive lyrics
The past couple days have had their pros and cons.Valentines Day is obviously tomorrow, and I'm kinda depressed because everyone around me is either mad about that or they're calling it "Singles Awareness Day".
Come on guys! Have a cookie, dance with someone. The days about happiness and love. Not moaping over the fact that you don't have a significant other. And why don't you get one? Ask someone to be you're valentine! And if that doesn't work, don't ruin it for every one.
I HATE it when people do that.Just because they're not having a good day or time, they have to ruin it for everyone else. I hate it when people do it blatantly, but do you know whats worse.When they do it "subtly".When someone acts depressed or sad or angry or disturbed just because they feel like they're not getting enough attention. because they have "problems" and they need "help". Ugh... I hate it...
I almost had an anger explosion today.I don't know if I've ever talked about my anger issues on here.Well if I haven't, I have an extremely short temper,and the things that get me angry randomly change.For instance, today, Aspen (my ex) and her friend Sarah were singing in biology. They were singing some shitastic (pardon my french,but that's what I think of almost all pop) pop song with a style of singing that makes my ears and mind catch fire and sting and burn. And it was irritating me and making me angry.I asked them to stop in a way that expressed that it was irritating me. and they did for like a minute. Then they started singing again and they were singing a song that Aspen knows i hate with a burning passion. A passion that only matches my hatred for swag fags, the word packet, and communism. Good time by Owl Shitty and Carly Rae Shitsen...I don't exactly remember my reaction,but i know that i got really pissed off and yelled something. then I said something like "Stop singing that shitacular song." and then I said that they were both obnoxious. And then I having to hold back yelling and screaming and after that I kinda stormed out of the classroom. I felt bad afterwards though... because I knew it was a result of my anger problems. So I've apologized.But yeah...
Anyway, I hope YA'LL have a CUTE Valentines Day.
Awesome SONG! Warning: Suggestive lyrics
Monday, February 11, 2013
Where do I go from here?
Have you ever felt lost. Not in the physical world, but in your mind, in your spirit, in yourself? I know what I want. I know what my goal is. But I cant find the path...
"Life happens wherever you are, whether you make it or not." ~ Iroh
That's all i have for today.
Tuesday, January 22, 2013
LIFE FLERBING BLOWS!!!! DONT LET ANYONE TELL YOU FLERBING OTHERWISE!!!!!!!
So as you can tell by the title, stuff, frankly, for me has freaking sucked lately.
I was super sick, one of the reasons I haven't posted recently. I also found out i have crater in my skull. i had to get a ct scan for that.
I'm going to see a tonsle guy about getting my tonsles out. First surgery.
Its still undecided if we're gonna do anything about my skull indentation. they say its not affecting my brain, so as long as its not getting bigger. I'm good.
TONS AND TONS OF DRAMA AT SCHOOL! I DO NOT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT.
All you need to know is that i broke up with my girlfriend, me and her are on good terms now, but because of this whole thing, two people that I'm sure aren't even acquainted hater each other with a "burning" passion.
Oh drama, we all fucking love it. its the fucking best... sorry bout my language, but if you're gonna read this blog, you'll have to get used to it.
I'm finally free of the evil bonds that... Novel Writing... *shiver* held me in. So that's good.
And that's really all I have to talk about.
I don't like Twilight, I know this song from the awesome artist.
And I'm pretty much 100% sure this song means a lot to some people.
This song is awesome and totally irrelevant I have no idea what the meaning is. and this is the only good video i could find of it. i guess it works with my previous Russian post. XD
See you guys later.
Friday, January 4, 2013
Bayu Bayushki
You might be wondering what the title reads and means
Is an old Russian lullaby that has fairly dark lyrics for being a children's lullaby.
I am like, obsessed with Russia right no, and I don't know why!!! O-O
Well maybe's its because this game that's coming is one that I really want and it takes place in Russia!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=95LF-JBRMOs
The lullaby the women's singing to her child is the one that the title is.
This is a really cool video though. :P
But not everything is all hunky dorry lately...
I've been having a problem...
A religious problem...
I was born into an LDS family.
I made a choice and was baptized into the church.
I made a choice and was ordained and given the priesthood.
But I've lost faith.
Not in the LDS religion. Just religion as a whole
Mainly because I pray and plead, but i get nothing. I've never felt the spirit. I've never felt God, or Jesus, or The Holy Ghost. I've never felt their comfort when I've asked for. I've never received guidance when i asked for it. I've gotten nothing. And I've lost hope in anything. I'm just probably gonna go agnostic like my brother and my friend Ethan.
I've also been really annoyed by all the anti fire arm stuff lately. Wanting to ban guns. Seriously, any idiot who thinks banning guns will stop criminals has no idea what the f*** they're talking about. They're criminals! They break the law! You think banning guns will stop them?! It'll make it worse! Since when did they listen?!
And if they ever do start heavily restricting or start taking away guns. I would fight.
I would rather die in the mud with my brothers in arms than live an oppressed life. than live a life of lies.
I have that flag hanging on my wall, along with the stars and stripes.
I would die for America, no doubt about it.
I even plan on it.
That's why I want to join the military.
I want to fight and die doing so.
And if I live, I'll have honor, I'll have had courage, and I'll have some stories to tell.
Im not a big fan of Linkin Park, But i love this music video and i like the song. And the quote at the end is one of my favorite quotes of all time.
Anyway, I'll stop my ranting now.
Bye.
Is an old Russian lullaby that has fairly dark lyrics for being a children's lullaby.
I am like, obsessed with Russia right no, and I don't know why!!! O-O
Well maybe's its because this game that's coming is one that I really want and it takes place in Russia!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=95LF-JBRMOs
The lullaby the women's singing to her child is the one that the title is.
This is a really cool video though. :P
But not everything is all hunky dorry lately...
I've been having a problem...
A religious problem...
I was born into an LDS family.
I made a choice and was baptized into the church.
I made a choice and was ordained and given the priesthood.
But I've lost faith.
Not in the LDS religion. Just religion as a whole
Mainly because I pray and plead, but i get nothing. I've never felt the spirit. I've never felt God, or Jesus, or The Holy Ghost. I've never felt their comfort when I've asked for. I've never received guidance when i asked for it. I've gotten nothing. And I've lost hope in anything. I'm just probably gonna go agnostic like my brother and my friend Ethan.
I've also been really annoyed by all the anti fire arm stuff lately. Wanting to ban guns. Seriously, any idiot who thinks banning guns will stop criminals has no idea what the f*** they're talking about. They're criminals! They break the law! You think banning guns will stop them?! It'll make it worse! Since when did they listen?!
I would rather die in the mud with my brothers in arms than live an oppressed life. than live a life of lies.
I would die for America, no doubt about it.
I even plan on it.
That's why I want to join the military.
I want to fight and die doing so.
And if I live, I'll have honor, I'll have had courage, and I'll have some stories to tell.
Im not a big fan of Linkin Park, But i love this music video and i like the song. And the quote at the end is one of my favorite quotes of all time.
Anyway, I'll stop my ranting now.
Bye.
Tuesday, January 1, 2013
My Last Post Was Kinda Lame So I'm Doing Another One
Yup.
I'm doing a second post today.
I'm screwed.
My 130 pages for my novel writing class are due Thursday and i only have 43 pages.
You're probably thinking "Than type your book instead! don't waste time on this!"
But i have horrible writers block and I don't have any ideas and writing a book is a lot harder than most of you guys would probably think.
I haven't really told you guy what my books about, have I... :P
Well in the near future, there's a huge earth quake in the united states that ravages the entire western half of the country. The federal government tries to help but the president gets assassinated and then the vice president takes his place. The vice president then passes an act making it so the problem with the west will not be important or dealt with until 2025 and that until then the western US is quarantined. The books about a revolution in 2018.
I have the whole story planned out in my head. but putting it into to words is so much harder than you would think. And very time consuming.
Its also harder for me to write because its not post apocalyptic. Maybe i just should have wrote about my other stories like Jay Hawk or The Legend Of The Phantom Army or All Alone, all of which are my best including Bloods Color, the one I'm writing for the class. All of which are series by the way.
Jay Hawk is about a bounty hunter who goes by the name Jay Hawk obviously. Each book would be about the strange different clients he serves and bounties he goes for. They wouldn't have a ton of connection to each other except for some reoccurring characters.
The Legend of The Phantom Army is my oldest and most thought through story. It takes place after a nuclear apocalypse and starts being about the struggles of a small settlement that's struggling with raiders and bandits attacking. The main character is the leader of the settlement, Mckenna Crawford and she eventually leads her people out of the settlement and begins traveling to a larger city that's fortified and protected from the wasteland. On the way the refugees get attacked and are forced back into a strange canyon. They continue to travel through it and find out it territory of the legendary Phantom Army. The army had been around for hundreds of years and there were many stories and legends about it. Mckenna makes a deal with the leader of the phantom army , The Phantom, and he helps defend their settlement from the attackers. The story picks up from there...
All Alone is more of a love survival story. There's action, but its not long and large scale, its quick and small scale between like 3 or 4 people. its about a young man about 15 whose family was killed and he's been wandering the wilderness ever since. He rescues a girl from a slave trader and they become friend's then they fall in love. Its also really realistic and brutal. unlike the other two which would be super of the top action stories.
And yes...
I write romance...
Do me a favor, tell me what one of my ideas i should write next out of those 3 above.
That would be highly appreciated. :D
I love playing bass guitar. :P
Its so much fun.
You feel so powerful when you just play the E string open and your whole has shakes.
I'm learning how to play this song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TsNUuMipAAo
I want to make up my own stuff though, but you cant write stuff on a bass really.
That's why when when i master the bass I'm gonna learn guitar.
I want to write songs.
and frankly, I also cant write lyrics worth shit.
its the truth. :/
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NeBjhpw_Ee0
There's a song for ya'll.
Bye. :D
I'm doing a second post today.
I'm screwed.
My 130 pages for my novel writing class are due Thursday and i only have 43 pages.
You're probably thinking "Than type your book instead! don't waste time on this!"
But i have horrible writers block and I don't have any ideas and writing a book is a lot harder than most of you guys would probably think.
I haven't really told you guy what my books about, have I... :P
Well in the near future, there's a huge earth quake in the united states that ravages the entire western half of the country. The federal government tries to help but the president gets assassinated and then the vice president takes his place. The vice president then passes an act making it so the problem with the west will not be important or dealt with until 2025 and that until then the western US is quarantined. The books about a revolution in 2018.
I have the whole story planned out in my head. but putting it into to words is so much harder than you would think. And very time consuming.
Its also harder for me to write because its not post apocalyptic. Maybe i just should have wrote about my other stories like Jay Hawk or The Legend Of The Phantom Army or All Alone, all of which are my best including Bloods Color, the one I'm writing for the class. All of which are series by the way.
Jay Hawk is about a bounty hunter who goes by the name Jay Hawk obviously. Each book would be about the strange different clients he serves and bounties he goes for. They wouldn't have a ton of connection to each other except for some reoccurring characters.
The Legend of The Phantom Army is my oldest and most thought through story. It takes place after a nuclear apocalypse and starts being about the struggles of a small settlement that's struggling with raiders and bandits attacking. The main character is the leader of the settlement, Mckenna Crawford and she eventually leads her people out of the settlement and begins traveling to a larger city that's fortified and protected from the wasteland. On the way the refugees get attacked and are forced back into a strange canyon. They continue to travel through it and find out it territory of the legendary Phantom Army. The army had been around for hundreds of years and there were many stories and legends about it. Mckenna makes a deal with the leader of the phantom army , The Phantom, and he helps defend their settlement from the attackers. The story picks up from there...
All Alone is more of a love survival story. There's action, but its not long and large scale, its quick and small scale between like 3 or 4 people. its about a young man about 15 whose family was killed and he's been wandering the wilderness ever since. He rescues a girl from a slave trader and they become friend's then they fall in love. Its also really realistic and brutal. unlike the other two which would be super of the top action stories.
And yes...
I write romance...
Do me a favor, tell me what one of my ideas i should write next out of those 3 above.
That would be highly appreciated. :D
I love playing bass guitar. :P
Its so much fun.
You feel so powerful when you just play the E string open and your whole has shakes.
I'm learning how to play this song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TsNUuMipAAo
I want to make up my own stuff though, but you cant write stuff on a bass really.
That's why when when i master the bass I'm gonna learn guitar.
I want to write songs.
and frankly, I also cant write lyrics worth shit.
its the truth. :/
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NeBjhpw_Ee0
There's a song for ya'll.
Bye. :D
Alchemist
To start this post, here's a song y'all can listen to! :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0kPRcIrQeSg (WARNING: Language)
It's a pretty cool techno song. I love one part in the beginning though!
Its the 8-bit segment. O-O
if you don't know what that is, you'll realize when you hear it.
It sounds like an old Nintendo Entertainment System.
Anyway, on to some more serious stuff...
HAPPY FREAKING NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I had very tasty food last night. VERY TASTY ALL AMERICAN FOOD.
Then i watched the freakiest version of Snow White.
And when i went to bed last night i was in a very soul searchy mood.
I've stated that i want to join the military, and i was thinking of what would happen. and all the possible things that could happen.
I want to let everyone know that I'm not one of those idiots who thinks real life combat is like it is in Call of Duty or Battlefield 3. Its not even like airsofting. Its something I will never understand until experience it for my own.
And I plan on doing so.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0kPRcIrQeSg (WARNING: Language)
It's a pretty cool techno song. I love one part in the beginning though!
Its the 8-bit segment. O-O
if you don't know what that is, you'll realize when you hear it.
It sounds like an old Nintendo Entertainment System.
Anyway, on to some more serious stuff...
HAPPY FREAKING NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I had very tasty food last night. VERY TASTY ALL AMERICAN FOOD.
Then i watched the freakiest version of Snow White.
And when i went to bed last night i was in a very soul searchy mood.
I've stated that i want to join the military, and i was thinking of what would happen. and all the possible things that could happen.
And I plan on doing so.
Here's a song for you guys to change up the serious tone! XD
Its a cool song as well.
and it has a cat. :P
Peace.
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