No One Loves Me, And Neither Do I

"No one loves me... neither do Iyou get what you give,and I give goodbye'n if i should vanishdon't get caught off guarddon't hold it against meunless it gets hard."
The past couple days have  had their pros and cons.Valentines Day is obviously tomorrow, and I'm kinda depressed because everyone around me is either mad about that or they're calling it "Singles Awareness Day".
Come on guys! Have a cookie, dance with someone. The days about happiness and love. Not moaping over the fact that you don't have a significant other. And why don't you get one? Ask someone to be you're valentine! And if that doesn't work, don't ruin it for every one.
I HATE it when people do that.Just because they're not having a good day or time, they have to ruin it for everyone else. I hate it when people do it blatantly, but do you know whats worse.When they do it "subtly".When someone acts depressed or sad or angry or disturbed just because they feel like they're not getting enough attention. because they have "problems" and they need "help". Ugh... I hate it...
I almost had an anger explosion today.I don't know if I've ever talked about my anger issues on here.Well if I haven't, I have an extremely short temper,and the things that get me angry randomly change.For instance, today, Aspen (my ex) and her friend Sarah were singing in biology. They were singing some shitastic (pardon my french,but that's what I think of almost all pop) pop song with a style of singing that makes my ears and mind catch fire and sting and burn. And it was irritating me and making me angry.I asked them to stop in a way that expressed that it was irritating me. and they did for like a minute. Then they started singing again and they were singing a song that Aspen knows i hate with a burning passion. A passion that only matches my hatred for swag fags, the word packet, and communism. Good time by Owl Shitty and Carly Rae Shitsen...I don't exactly remember my reaction,but i know that i got really pissed off and yelled something. then I said something like "Stop singing that shitacular song." and then I said that they were both obnoxious. And then I having to hold back yelling and screaming and after that I kinda stormed out of the classroom. I felt bad afterwards though... because I knew it was a result of my anger problems. So I've apologized.But yeah...
Anyway, I hope YA'LL have a CUTE Valentines Day.
Awesome SONG! Warning: Suggestive lyrics

Where do I go from here?

Have you ever felt lost. Not in the physical world, but in your mind, in your spirit, in yourself? I know what I want. I know what my goal is. But I cant find the path...

"Life happens wherever you are, whether you make it or not." ~ Iroh

That's all i have for today.