Tuesday, January 22, 2013

LIFE FLERBING BLOWS!!!! DONT LET ANYONE TELL YOU FLERBING OTHERWISE!!!!!!!

So as you can tell by the title, stuff, frankly, for me has freaking sucked lately.
I was super sick, one of the reasons I haven't posted recently. I also found out i have crater in my skull. i had to get a ct scan for that.
I'm going to see a tonsle guy about getting my tonsles out. First surgery. 
Its still undecided if we're gonna do anything about my skull indentation. they say its not affecting my brain, so as long as its not getting bigger. I'm good.
TONS AND TONS OF DRAMA AT SCHOOL! I DO NOT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT.
All you need to know is that i broke up with my girlfriend, me and her are on good terms now, but because of this whole thing, two people that I'm sure aren't even acquainted hater each other with a "burning" passion.
Oh drama, we all fucking love it. its the fucking best... sorry bout my language, but if you're gonna read this blog, you'll have to get used to it.
I'm finally free of the evil bonds that... Novel Writing... *shiver* held me in. So that's good.
And that's really all I have to talk about.

I don't like Twilight, I know this song from the awesome artist.
And I'm pretty much 100% sure this song means a lot to some people.

This song is  awesome and totally irrelevant  I have no idea what the meaning is. and this is the only good video i could find of it. i guess it works with my previous Russian post. XD
See you guys later.

Friday, January 4, 2013

Bayu Bayushki

You might be wondering what the title reads and means
Is an old Russian lullaby that has fairly dark lyrics for being a children's lullaby.
I am like, obsessed with Russia right no, and I don't know why!!! O-O
Well maybe's its because this game that's coming is one that I really want and it takes place in Russia!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=95LF-JBRMOs
The lullaby the women's singing to her child is the one that the title is.
This is a really cool video though. :P

But not everything is all hunky dorry lately...
I've been having a problem...
A religious problem...
I was born into an LDS family.
I made a choice and was baptized into the church.
I made a choice and was ordained and given the priesthood.
But I've lost faith.
Not in the LDS religion. Just religion as a whole
Mainly because I pray and plead, but i get nothing. I've never felt the spirit. I've never felt God, or Jesus, or The Holy Ghost. I've never felt their comfort when I've asked for. I've never received guidance when i asked for it. I've gotten nothing. And I've lost hope in anything. I'm just probably gonna go agnostic like my brother and my friend Ethan.

I've also been really annoyed by all the anti fire arm stuff lately. Wanting to ban guns. Seriously, any idiot who thinks banning guns will stop criminals has no idea what the f*** they're talking about. They're criminals! They break the law! You think banning guns will stop them?! It'll make it worse! Since when did they listen?!
         And if they ever do start heavily restricting or start taking away guns. I would fight.
I would rather die in the mud with my brothers in arms than live an oppressed life. than live a life of lies.
I have that flag hanging on my wall, along with the stars and stripes.
I would die for America, no doubt about it.
I even plan on it.
That's why I want to join the military.
I want to fight and die doing so.
And if I live, I'll have honor, I'll have had courage, and I'll have some stories to tell.
Im not a big fan of Linkin Park, But i love this music video and i like the song. And the quote at the end is one of my favorite quotes of all time.
Anyway, I'll stop my ranting now.
Bye.

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

My Last Post Was Kinda Lame So I'm Doing Another One

Yup.
I'm doing a second post today.

I'm screwed.
My 130 pages for my novel writing class are due Thursday and i only have 43 pages.
You're probably thinking "Than type your book instead! don't waste time on this!"
But i have horrible writers block and I don't have any ideas and writing a book is a lot harder than most of you guys would probably think.

I haven't really told you guy what my books about, have I... :P
Well in the near future, there's a huge earth quake in the united states that ravages the entire western half of the country. The federal government tries to help but the president gets assassinated and then the vice president takes his place. The vice president then passes an act making it so the problem with the west will not be important or dealt with until 2025 and that until then the western US is quarantined. The books about a revolution in 2018.
I have the whole story planned out in my head. but putting it into to words is so much harder than you would think. And very time consuming.
Its also harder for me to write because its not post apocalyptic. Maybe i just should have wrote about my other stories like Jay Hawk or The Legend Of The Phantom Army or All Alone, all of which are my best including Bloods Color, the one I'm writing for the class. All of which are series by the way.

Jay Hawk is about a bounty hunter who goes by the name Jay Hawk obviously. Each book would be about the strange different clients he serves and bounties he goes for. They wouldn't have a ton of connection to each other except for some reoccurring characters.

The Legend of The Phantom Army is my oldest and most thought through story. It takes place after a nuclear apocalypse and starts being about the struggles of a small settlement that's struggling with raiders and bandits attacking. The main character is the leader of the settlement, Mckenna Crawford and she eventually leads her people out of the settlement and begins traveling to a larger city that's fortified and protected from the wasteland. On the way the refugees get attacked and are forced back into a strange canyon. They continue to travel through it and find out it territory of the legendary Phantom Army. The army had been around for hundreds of years and there were many stories and legends about it. Mckenna makes a deal with the leader of the phantom army , The Phantom, and he helps defend their settlement from the attackers. The story picks up from there...

All Alone is more of a love survival story. There's action, but its not long and large scale, its quick and small scale between like 3 or 4 people. its about a young man about 15 whose family was killed and he's been wandering the wilderness ever since. He rescues a girl from a slave trader and they become friend's then they fall in love. Its also really realistic and brutal. unlike the other two which would be super of the top action stories.
And yes...
I write romance...

Do me a favor, tell me what one of my ideas i should write next out of those 3 above.
That would be highly appreciated. :D

I love playing bass guitar. :P
Its so much fun.
You feel so powerful when you just play the E string open and your whole has shakes.
I'm learning how to play this song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TsNUuMipAAo
I want to make up my own stuff though, but you cant write stuff on a bass really.
That's why when when i master the bass I'm gonna learn guitar.
I want to write songs.
and frankly, I also cant write lyrics worth shit.
its the truth. :/
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NeBjhpw_Ee0
There's a song for ya'll.
Bye. :D


    

Alchemist

To start this post, here's a song y'all can listen to! :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0kPRcIrQeSg (WARNING: Language)
It's a pretty cool techno song. I love one part in the beginning though!
Its the 8-bit segment. O-O
if you don't know what that is, you'll realize when you hear it.
It sounds like an old Nintendo Entertainment System.

Anyway, on to some more serious stuff...
HAPPY FREAKING NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I had very tasty food last night. VERY TASTY ALL AMERICAN FOOD.
Then i watched the freakiest version of Snow White.

And when i went to bed last night i was in a very soul searchy mood.
I've stated that i want to join the military, and i was thinking of what would happen. and all the possible things that could happen.
I want to  let everyone know that I'm not one of those idiots who thinks real life combat is like it is in Call of Duty or Battlefield 3. Its not even like airsofting. Its something I will never understand until experience it for my own.
And I plan on doing so.






Here's a song for you guys to change up the serious tone! XD
Its a cool song as well.
and it has a cat. :P
Peace.